So today was a challenge to participate in the Easter festivities. Thankfully the boys were wonderful. James fixed a wonderful dinner. The brain pain was so bad though it was hard to swallow even a few bites. And the vision is very tunneled right now, so please accept my apologies if there are errors in this blog.
However after asking God for some encouragement I stumbled on the most amazing little 8 year old. And she helped me get back on track. Her mother died of ovarian cancer in 2008. Interestingly on my journey of diagnosis for the Behcets I started bleeding internally. We could not find the cause. Test after test came up negative but my urine was bright red. As a last resort a hysterectomy was done. According to the doctors my female organs were onion skin with Swiss cheese holes. And the biopsy came back as pre-ovarian cancer. It was caught in time.
Rhema believes she was given her mother's voice. She certainly was given a gift from God. Her song " A Note to God, " got me back on track today. And to all of the service people who are separated from their families or have lost a loved one this Easter, thank you for your gift to our nation. May the peace of our risen Savior be with you.